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[Feb. 1st, 2005|09:39 am] |
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| | metallica from whom the bless toll | ] |
this suck i am so fuckin sick i have mono =/ i hate it and i miss ashley so much my hole week is gonan be so shitty |
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| the used all that ive got |
[Jan. 25th, 2005|07:25 am] |
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| |  lol go the used!! | ] |
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| | the used all that ive got | ] |
So deep that it didn't even bleed & catch me,
I'm caught red handed now I'm far from lonly.
I sleep, I still see you lying next to me,
So deep that it didn't even bleed & catch me.
Aah Aah
I need something else
would someone please just give me.
Hit me & knock me out & let me go back to sleep.
I can laugh all I want,
Inside I still am empty.
So deep that it didn't even bleed & catch me,
Aah Aah.
I'll be just fine pretending I'm not,
I'm far from lonely & it's all that I've got.(2x)
I guess I remember every glance you shot me.
Unharmed, I'm losing weight & somebody heat.
Eyes closed so hard I stopped your heart from beating,
So deep that I didn't even scream, "Fuck me".
Aah Aah
I'll be just fine pretending I'm not,
I'm far from lonly & it's all that I've got.(2x)
It's all that I've got.(6x)
So deep that it didn't even bleed & catch me,
So deep that I didn't even scream "Fuck"
I'll be just fine pretending I'm not,
I'm far from lonly & it's all that I've got.(2x)
And it's all that I've got.(3x) |
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| pissed |
[Jan. 21st, 2005|01:21 pm] |
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| |  depressed | ] |
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| | world so cold mudvayne | ] |
i'm so sick of the fucking fighting i cant fucking take it anymore i just wish it will all fucking stop |
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| lol |
[Jan. 16th, 2005|03:35 pm] |
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| | lol | ] |
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| | ozzy crazy train | ] |
today was fucking awesome brad came over for a lil bit then we drove to his house he was doing like fucking 80 on every street it was sick lol then we went to go get ashley to go to the spooky house in the wood well thats it
i love you ashley |
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| bored |
[Jan. 2nd, 2005|06:13 pm] |
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| |  sleepy | ] |
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| | stay in shadow finger 11 | ] |
tired and bored and a lil upset like always my day was fun i guess me ryan, greg and everybody else went to job lot and we put greg in a shopping cart and pushed him down the street and he hit this rail next to job lot it was so funny he almost went over the rail into the other street me and my friends fell on the ground laughing and this van drove by and they look at us like wtf it was wicked funny then greg did it again into a pile of snow and some dude walking by was laughing his ass off well there is school tomorrow o boy but at least i get to hang out with ashley after school so thats kool well i'm gonna go i love you ashley |
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| bored |
[Dec. 28th, 2004|09:31 am] |
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| | ozzy no easy way out | ] |
Grunge! You're all about the music and would even
turn your back on fame just to stay true to
your roots... You reached your high in the
early '90s, but you're still making some good
stuff! Keep rocking!
What genre of rock are you?
brought to you by Quizilla |
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| i really hate christmas |
[Dec. 25th, 2004|12:44 pm] |
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| | .. | ] |
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| | candlebox best friend | ] |
today sucks the only thing that came good out of all this is i got to talk to ashley =D and tomorrow me and her are gonna go to the mall and hang out its gonna be so awesome i love you ashley me and her hung out after school on thursday we walked to her house lol and i got to meet jens fish its pretty big and i got to here ashley play guitar shes wicked sick at guitar me and here where playing with the water bottle and we got soaked lol it was funny well i'm gonna eat some ham i love you ashley |
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| .. |
[Dec. 19th, 2004|08:34 pm] |
ashley i love you so much more than anything in the world there is nothin i wouldn't do for you i will always be there for you i love you so much you always make me happy i care more about you than anything in the world or anyone i hope we stay together forever i love you ashley i couldn't ask for a better girlfriend i love you so much |
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| bored |
[Dec. 17th, 2004|03:43 pm] |
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| | slipknot wait and bleed | ] |
bored just sitting here doing nothin dun dun dun .......... |
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| ...... |
[Dec. 15th, 2004|03:43 pm] |
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| | HIM join me in death | ] |
today sucked school as boring but at least i got jakes pass for his thing Ashley's sad i love you ashley plz feel better you mean so much to me try to feel better i love you i hope you do by tomorrow and i hope we get to hang out this weekend i love you ashley |
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| alice in chains |
[Dec. 12th, 2004|05:43 pm] |
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| |  .. | ] |
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| | alice in chains dont follow | ] |
layne staley singer from alice in chains
rest in piece
today honoring alice in chains
alice in chains
dont follow
Hey, I ain't never coming home
Hey, I'll just wander my own road
Hey, I can't meet you here tomorrow
Say goodbye don't follow
Misery so hollow
Hey you, you're livin' life full throttle
Hey you, pass me down that bottle, yeah
Hey you, you can't shake me round now
I get so lost and don't know how, yeah
And it hurts to care, I'm going down
Forgot my woman, lost my friends
Things I'd done and where I've been
Sleep in sweat the mirrors cold
See my face it's growin' old
Scared to death no reason why
Do whatever to get me by
Think about the things I said
Read the page it's cold and dead
Take me home (5x)
Say goodbye Don't follow
alice in chains
heaven beside you
Be what you wanna be
See what you came to see
Been what you wanna be
I don’t like what I see
Like the coldest winter chill
Heaven beside you... hell within
Like the coldest winter chill
Heaven beside you... hell within
Like the coldest winter will
Heaven beside you... hell within
And you think you have it still, heaven inside you
So there’s problems in your life
That’s fucked up, and I’m not blind
I’m just see through faded, super jaded
And out of my mind
Do what you wanna do
Go out and seek your truth
When I’m down and blue
Rather be me than you
Like the coldest winter chill
Heaven beside you... hell within
Like the coldest winter chill
Heaven beside you... hell within
Like the coldest winter will
Heaven beside you... hell within
And you wish you had it still, heaven inside you
So there’s problems in your life
That’s fucked up, and I’m not blind
I’m just see through faded, super jaded
And out of my mind
Like the coldest winter chill
Heaven beside you... hell within
Like the coldest winter chill
Heaven beside you... hell within
Like the coldest winter will
Heaven beside you... hell within
And you know you have it still, heaven inside you
So there’s problems in your life
That’s fucked up, but you’re not blind
You’re just see through faded, overrated
And out of your mind
alice in chains
down in a hole
Bury me softly in this womb
I give this part of me for you
Sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers
In a tomb...in bloom
Down in a hole and I don’t know if I can be saved
See my heart I decorate it like a grave
You don’t understand who they
Thought I was supposed to be
Look at me now a man
Who won’t let himself be
Down in a hole, feelin’ so small
Down in a hole, losin’ my soul
I’d like to fly,
But my wings have been so denied
Down in a hole and they’ve put all
The stones in their place
I’ve eaten the sun so my tongue
Has been burned of the taste
I have been guilty
Of kicking myself in the teeth
I will speak no more
Of my feelings beneath
Down in a hole, feelin’ so small
Down in a hole, losin’ my soul
I’d like to fly but my
Wings have been so denied
Bury me softly in this womb
Oh I want to be inside of you
I give this part of me for you
Oh I want to be inside of you
Sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers (oh I want to be inside of you)
In a tomb...in bloom
Oh I want to be inside...
Down in a hole, feelin’ so small
Down in a hole, losin’ my soul
Down in a hole, feelin’ so small
Down in a hole, outta control
I’d like to fly but my
Wings have been so denied
alice in chains
man in the box
I'm the man in the box
Buried in my shit
Won't you come and save me, save me
Feed my eyes, can you sew them shut?
Jesus Christ, deny your maker
He who tries, will be wasted
Feed my eyes now you've sewn them shut
I'm the dog who gets beat
Shove my nose in shit
Won't you come and save me, save me
Feed my eyes, can you sew them shut? }
Jesus Christ, deny your maker }
He who tries, will be wasted } (2x)
Feed my eyes now you've sewn them shut } |
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| the crow |
[Dec. 11th, 2004|12:22 pm] |
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just got done watching the crow its such a sick fucking movie i'm also waiting for ashley to get home and call me bc i have not talked to her all day and i was in my room the hole day doing nothin bc its to shitty out ashley i miss you come home.... |
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| .......... |
[Dec. 7th, 2004|03:05 pm] |
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| | stone sour bother | ] |
today sucked i had sci for a hour and a half it sucked so bad i fell asleep at the last 45 min i woke up and there was spit on my test lol and me ashley wayne his gf and Derick and greg and amber stayed after but the lib was closed so we couldn't get a bus pass but luckily we got 20 so we will have them for when we need them lol i wonder...... how did we get them cough cough lol miss varo kicked us out before the bus came bc we where all acting like lil idiots so we had to leave the building and go in the rain lol i was hugging ashley the hole time outside i tryed calling her a lil while ago she sounds upset but she said she was just tired i hope she isn't upset well i'm gonna go finish my burger so l8ter i love you ashley!!!!!!!! |
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[Dec. 1st, 2004|06:42 pm] |
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| | nothin | ] |
the past days of my life have been just swell i mean come on who doesn't want to sit in a room hearing about your x gfs problems if that just doesn't put it on top well lets see how about fucking people need to fuck off i cant fucking stand them plus the problems and me and ashley fighting its not really fighting its just stupid shit and i don't want to fight with her i just don't wanna turn out like my last relationship and i want to stop the fighting ashley i love you and i don't wanna fight |
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| ..... |
[Nov. 28th, 2004|12:24 pm] |
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| | mudvayne world so cold | ] |
mudvayne
World So Cold
When passion's lost and all the trust is gone,
Way too far, for way too long
Children crying, cast out and neglected,
Only in a world so cold, only in a world this cold
Hold the hand of your best friend, look into their eyes,
Then watch them drift away
Some might say, we've done the wrong things,
For way too long, for way too long
Fever inside the storm,
So I'm turning away,
Away from the name
(calling your names)
Away from the stones
(throw sticks and stones)
'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us
Keep your thorns
'Cause I'm running away,
Away from the games
(fucking head games)
Away from the space
(hate this head space)
The circumstances of a world so cold
Burning whispers, remind me of the days,
I was left alone, in a world this cold
Guilty of the same things, provoked by the cause,
I've left alone, in a world so cold
Fever inside the storm,
So I'm turning away,
Away from the name
(calling your names)
Away from the stones
(throw sticks and stones)
'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us
Keep your thorns,
'Cause I'm running away,
Away from the games
(fucking head games)
Away from the space
(hate this head space)
The circumstances of a world so cold
I'm flying, I'm flying away,
Away from the names
(calling your names)
Away from the games
(fucking head games)
The circumstances of a world so cold
Why does everyone feel like my enemy,
Don't want any part of depression or darkness, I've had enough,
Sick and tired, bring the sun, or I'm gone, or I'm gone
I'm backing out, I'm no pawn,
No mother-fucking slave to this,
Never lied
Never left
Never lived
Never loved
Never lost
Never hurt
Never worry about being me, or anyone else
Not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about anything,
Backing out, giving up, no mother-fucking slave to this,
Never lied
Never left
Never lived
Never loved
Never lost
Never hurt
Never worry about being me, or anyone else
Not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about anything,
I need to find a darkened corner,
A lightless corner,
Where it's safer and calmer,
I'm turning away,
Away from the name
(calling your names)
Away from the stones
(throw sticks and stones)
'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us
I'm running away,
Away from the games
(fucking head games)
Away from the space
(hate this head space)
The circumstances of a world so cold
I'm flying, I'm flying away,
Away from the names
(calling your names)
Away from the games
(fucking head games)
The circumstances of a world so cold |
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| ^_^ |
[Nov. 26th, 2004|07:12 pm] |
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| | staind epiphany | ] |
i love you ashley
staind
epiphany
your words to me just a whisper
Your face is so unclear
I try to pay attention
Your words just disappear
'cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things i should have said
So i speak to you in riddles
'cause my words get in my way.
I smoke the whole thing to my head
And feel it wash away
'cause i can't take anymore of this,
I want to come apart,
Or dig myself a little hole
Inside your precious heart
'cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things i should have said
I am nothing more than
A little boy inside
That cries out for attention,
Yet i always try to hide
'cause i talk to you like children,
Though i don't know how i feel
But i know i'll do the right thing
If the right thing is revealed
'cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things i should have said |
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| ...... |
[Nov. 25th, 2004|07:47 pm] |
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| | with this knife | ] |
with this knife
smile empty soul
i let myself fall into a lie
i let my walls come down
i let myself smile and feel alive
i let my walls come down
no matter how i try i don't know why
you push so far away
you wrapped your hands tight around my heart
and squeezed it full of pain
with this knife i'll cut out the part of me
the part that cares for you
with this knife i'll cut out the heart of me
the heart that cares for you
i can't believe the way you took me down
i never saw the pain
coming in a million broken miles
like poison from my veins
with this knife i'll cut out the part of me
the part that cares for you
with this knife i'll cut out the heart of me
the heart that cares for you
with this knife i'll cut out the part of me
the part that cares for you
with this knife i'll cut out the heart of me
the heart that cares for you
the hate and the fear,
the nightmares that wake
me up in tears.
the nightmares and the hate,
and the fear
the nightmares that wake,
me up in tears.
the nightmares and the hate,
and the fear
the nightmare that wake
me up in tears
the nightmare and the hate |
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| ......hahahha |
[Nov. 25th, 2004|09:38 am] |
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| | lol | ] |
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| | black label society stillborn | ] |
hahahhaahhhahahah a talking taco that craps out icecream
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| lol |
[Nov. 23rd, 2004|09:34 pm] |
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| | happy | ] |
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| | edgewater eyes wired shut | ] |
i love you ashley uhuhuhhuhu
bored but im not anymore im watching spiderman o boy and talking to ashley!!!!!! woooo ashley |
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